oh those fucking people

 haha, i had a bad dream last night.

yeah, no one ever teach me to fight oppressors in my life.

no matter when the high school and junior school.

i just saw everyone be scared of those fierce people and they stood there motionless, they saw someone be hit so severely, and they just looked at everything at the time.

They didn't do anything to stop the things to start like me. yeah, i am also the one of those. i am also scared that the fierce guys could beat me if i had got into the things. yeah, the things happened, but no one stopped that.

This is that all i saw the things. In the past, i lived in the faked world.

i saw the teacher just want all students to get good grades and they saw nothing except hell grades. They didn't see children's heart, they didn't see in the end children across into what, and they didn't see the real world secretly screen everyday in school.

my parents are passive people, they just work and work like all their life just remain work like other things are not important except their work. they didn't know what is time management, and everyday soon passed by. Yes, everyday was work work work, except work nothing was important. They didn't see their children bullied by other classmates in school, they didn't see their children totally not know he hadn't liked the school. He hated the school, he hate he didn't make any friends, he hated taking courses for grades, he hated he couldn't do his things he wanted to do, he just put all things into his heart, because no one ever told him that he needed to take the things to tell other people. Thus, all hell things happening exactly happened, but no one took any actions, they just saw that and then forgot. Forgetting is stupid things because no one really forget those things that who was hit and who was bullied again. Those things forever deeply exist in their heart finally, they remember those things, they forgot only because they didn't memorize that they looked on without lifting a finger and someone true was hurt. They have been sacred so far and they not intend to change even though they often have a bad dream at night until they are told they should tell all the true things they ever saw or encountered. it's not too late because the change will make you feel better in the future days and you will relax and say finally i can say anything without secretly putting into heart.